Reconnection with God

Reconnection with God

Slowly I feel myself reconnecting with the real truth. For it feels like I have been seeking the answers in the wrong places my whole life.The box that restricted me from feeling, seeing, and knowing God has been opened. I now realize, God is right here.Not somewhere...
Sometimes the grief

Sometimes the grief

Sometimes the grief just rushes in and through the body without any warning sign. As if a tornado has touched the ground. These emotions twirl around inside, sometimes with great destruction. My windows fly open. Tears flood the floor. I am holding on for dear life...
Growth from 2017

Growth from 2017

I was reading my 2017 journal the other day and one page said, “Things I’m doing well:•Making juice sometimes. •Not crying all the time.•Managing. “ To now be in a place of light but have the ability to revisit the darkness in a different way through my...
The Journey

The Journey

the journey. The journey to newness is a long, winding, dark road. It may almost be too unbearable to unbuckle and begin. And yet it is always necessary.The preparation for such expedition is not written in books nor is it spoken by people. You must make the first...
Love it all- the good and the bad.

Love it all- the good and the bad.

It’s okay to be okay. Feel it all. Love it all. My word for grief in my life currently is ever-changing. Throughout the past three years, I have found myself on the rollercoaster of grief that has showed me the deepest of lows but also the highest of highs. I just...
Season of my life

Season of my life

The season of my life I am currently in is something my mind/heart/ and soul could have never imagined for myself 3 years ago.  I reflect on my last December’s, curious about what each decision has brought me to this place here. December 2016 I simply asked for a...