Suffering as a reminder

Suffering as a reminder

There is sometimes no way to avoid suffering. It will come one day and then again & again. Slowly it can arrive or in a blink of an eye. But the good in suffering is it is a direct pathway to presence. For you are not living in the past or dreaming of the future,...
Reconnection with God

Reconnection with God

Slowly I feel myself reconnecting with the real truth. For it feels like I have been seeking the answers in the wrong places my whole life.The box that restricted me from feeling, seeing, and knowing God has been opened. I now realize, God is right here.Not somewhere...
Sometimes the grief

Sometimes the grief

Sometimes the grief just rushes in and through the body without any warning sign. As if a tornado has touched the ground. These emotions twirl around inside, sometimes with great destruction. My windows fly open. Tears flood the floor. I am holding on for dear life...
Growth from 2017

Growth from 2017

I was reading my 2017 journal the other day and one page said, “Things I’m doing well:•Making juice sometimes. •Not crying all the time.•Managing. “ To now be in a place of light but have the ability to revisit the darkness in a different way through my...
The Journey

The Journey

the journey. The journey to newness is a long, winding, dark road. It may almost be too unbearable to unbuckle and begin. And yet it is always necessary.The preparation for such expedition is not written in books nor is it spoken by people. You must make the first...